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I decided to follow my delusions of grandeur so I reseted my life, changed my name, became very dogmatic about it, mission, me vs the world, I’d say “sigma” in vox scale but the blue pill blueprint was part of the things I looked up to be able to do, so in fact I became beta. I rose in skills, money, power (translation, I was able to get a job and to even rent an apartment, so I wasnt living on the streets) and it was a strange combination, in retrospect, of very hard and powerful alpha drive and determination, with the intention of being the best beta I could be, pedestalization of women included. This covers from age 20 to 27 give or take. The mix of alpha and beta was very disconcerting because women chased me and then ran away from me as I started courting them. I thought that meant I had to be more beta so I doubled down.
I moved to Argentina and started a LTR with a damaged girl who would take me. She vas very smart but she was also violent and abusive. With my blue pill and my own family patterns, I slowly became the Nice Guy TM, dormat and abused, and I kept her close to me even after breaking up, working for / with me. On the other side of things I was running a company and having 15 employees and getting hit on by women, which I didnt have a clue about how to manage. This went on from age 27 to 32 give or take. Then I discovered game.
I closed the company, formed a rock band, started organizing parties, rented a good apartment, built a lifestyle, tried PUA for a few months, learned not to do PUA at all, put myself where I had to always interact with a bunch of people (parties, acting classes, dance, music, rock band). This from about two or three years. Then another two or three years balancing it out while pushing up in status. Age 32 to 37, give or take. This was the most (only?) fun part so far though a lot of heartache and stuff to deal with and learn.